i lost my friend i hope u are happy for it demon

I freaking lost my BEEEEESSSSSSSSSSTTTTTTTT FRIEND all because that bloody demon. I want to talk to her badly but i think she don't want to speak with me anymore like ever. Well yup i miss her totally miss her. I hope u are happy now with what u have done. U came in this school and steal my aisyah from me and now my anis is also gone. Everybody where are u????????? Where are they???? i don't know gone foreverrrrrrrrrrrr no more anis no more esah i'm just feeling lonely and frustrated i think this is all my mistake. All this happen because of me my first mistake was my existence that's right. F*** my life, F*** my self, F*** my existence i'm a worthless piece of s***. I'M JUST GONNA END THIS f*** up life.....